An Autohagiography

Diary of a Fiend

Ariel Satyr DeHaviland
7 October 1971
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Hello my name is ARIEL. I have a long history in both the GOTHIC & RAVE cultures. I feel perfectly at home in both. I consider myself a GRAVER. I like to drink ALCOHOL & take ECSTASY. So if your Straight-Edge then you probably wouldn't get along with me too well. I like to dress-up. I try to be creative. I like drawing Faeries & mythical beings. I have a big belief in MAGICK. I like to run around the trees naked & pretend I'm a SATYR, you know the half-man half-goat with horns playing the pan flute? I don't know things like that really fascinate me. I'm 37 years old but I look about 10 years younger than I actually am & act that way too. I don't think I have ever met someone who guessed my real age. I still have a lot of fun in my life and am not tied down to responsibilities. I like to live my life free. I like to enjoy life and am looking to find someone to have wild adventures with & explore haunted places like graveyards. I have a fascination with all things morbid & beautiful like statues of angels. I am spiritual but not religious. I am a THELEMITE which means I follow the teachings of ALEISTER CROWLEY who said things like DO WHAT THOU WILT SHALL BE THE WHOLE OF THE LAW. LOVE IS THE LAW. LOVE UNDER WILL. EVERY MAN & EVERY WOMAN IS A STAR... etc.. someone who embraces life & takes every possible risk. I put fun before responsibility. I like dancing & going out as much as possible. I can't always afford a lot but what I can I do. I'm always over-spending on things that entertain me. If your not living life to the fullest, your not really living. Life short, enjoy it while you can before it's gone.

Heaven is down. Hell is up.
This is proven by the fact
that the planets and stars
are orderly in their movements,
while down on earth
we come close to the
primal chaos.
There are four other proofs,
but I forget them.

Io Pan Pan! Io Pan Pan! Ai Pan Pan!
Io Pan Pan! Io Pan! Pan Pan Pan!
Aegipan, Aegipan, Aegipan,
Aegipan, Aegipan, Aegipan,
Io Pan Pan!

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